Giving up
I just want a man that at least wants to talk to me. He doesnt even wanna text me back when I’m just sitting at home all day waiting. He got home from his tournament at 6 today. i finally text him and he just started texting back 5 minutes ago and he is going to sleep now. He hasn’t been caring lately, at all. I try to always make him happy and I don’t think he cares anymore. I hear about my friends relationships and they’re perfect and mines just…blahh now. I want it to go back to the way it used to be when he would just call me randomly and talk for hours. He would try and make me happy when ever I was feeling down but now it’s just not there anymore. I feel like I’m being to bitchy or controlling or whatever but it’s hard not to be when he starts off as he most wonderful man in the world and will do anything for you, to not really caring anymore and not wanting to really talk to you. I don’t really know what to do anymore. Things are just going down hill for me.












